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The Night Between Us

by Helyn Rain

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1.
Cup of Mud 02:32
I saw your face in the bottom of my cup of mud I’d swear it wasn’t you except for the taste I knew it from the first, my thirst had nothing to do with it So then I drained it, yet you remained But I wasn’t sure anymore if it was you or I heard your name in the song of something far away I’d known it from the first note, I could tell by the tone But then it changed, yet you remained But I wasn’t sure, didn’t sound the same as before I heard your name I caught your grin in the Cheshire crescent as it set Got me thinking of when our days weren’t numbered yet And I knew your scent in the strangest place you never went But it went away yet you remained But I wasn’t sure anymore if it was you or me Who went away to the other shore? Well, I can’t go there anymore But I wish I’d stayed, I wish I’d stayed Cause I see your face in the bottom of my cup of mud Yeah I see your face, it’s everyplace
2.
Maters 02:21
What am I supposed to do when they call for you? I’m not surprised to find I have no clue when you left or when you’re coming back What am I supposed to say to my loneliness? She knows my tune, she feels it too What am I gonna do with all these maters that I grew I had intended them for you I admit I think of you, I admit that I want you What am I supposed to do with all these eggs up in the coop? Now that you’re gone whose shoes am I here to fill? mmm Well I admit I think of you, I admit that I want you I admit I dream of you and I often drink to you, I do I’ll admit I think of you, I admit that I want you, I do, I do, ah ooo Now what am I gonna do with all these maters that I grew I had intended them for you, I tended them for you I want you, I do, I, I admit it, I admit it I think of you, I admit that I want you I admit I dream of you and I always sing about you I’ll admit I think of you, I admit that I want you, I do I think of you, I do, I do, I do
3.
Old LA 02:29
Yesterday in old LA I left my love for you I’d do well to remember you have always been there So you know it’s easy to forget I took a drive, I-5 all night Finally you arrived, for all of my life you’ve been under the light Til yesterday in old LA when I gave my love to you Yes, yesterday in old LA I gave my love to you But for now I hear the sound of the change in my pocket Every step I take I’m talking about what thoughts can do We sleep in peace and patterns as the day became electric And the breath inside our bodies formed a space that’s somehow holy And hour after hour Yesterday in old LA time sped up on us when you said you’d stay But you took a ride, some rural drive You arrived in some hard-to-find, take-some-time Plurally-strange-named town I’d do well to remember Yesterday in old LA when I left my love for you Yes, yesterday in old LA I left my love for you I’d do well to remember you have always been there So you know it’s easy to forget you
4.
How you leave a bedroom says a lot about you Do you leave a little thing behind for me to find to let me know you’ll be back by? How you leave a bedroom says a lot about you Do you leave a little thing behind for me to find to let me know you’ll be back by? I got flowers from your wedding drying upside down On either side of the upright bass in the corner And a datura growing in a gallon pot How you leave a bedroom says a lot about you Do you leave a little thing behind for me to find to let me know you’ll be back by? It was showers on your wedding, every downer you were dreading Hanging outside with our mouths all open wide And you smiled as the sun arrived How you leave says a lot about you Flowers from your wedding hanging upside down On either side of the upright bass in the corner And a datura growing in a gallon pot by the door You leave It says a lot about you for me to find to let me know you’ll be back Let me know you’ll be back by How you leave a bedroom says a lot about you Do you leave a little thing for me to find to let me know you’ll be back by?
5.
I went searching for something I could never see But my heart it burned and my body shook when I got closer to you It was a night with nothing but the end in sight It was a morning of missed flights And my blood red rose with what my bones could not resist It was a morning of songs beside the pier And then the afternoon of refusing to be photographed And I don’t have a clue what I’m doing here with you So I kept the night between us And you treated me with gratitude And I sent you on your way You’re not the one to stand by me You’re not the one to stand by me It was a night with nothing but the end in sight And my blood red rose, my body froze For what my bones could not resist
6.
I Saw Us 02:37
I saw us making love in the clouds of a stark blue sky It’d been 100 all day and our hearts ablaze But we left as soon as we came, no shade I’m making love in my mind without even trying Well who can convince the fire to become reasonable? She’ll rise and fall as she please, she’s free But my body wants you on this blanket making my cloudy dream real But you are beyond me love, like light, like light I saw us making love in the night when I closed my eyes Is it because it must die or because it must carry on? I’ve seen ashes turn to flame with no shame I'm making love in my mind without even trying So is this continual breaking the order or the pattern Or the battle? Cause my body still wants you making my starry dream real
7.
Is there a Santa Ana blowing in? Tell me, what is this burning through the hills? I don’t know what it’s like I’ve never felt it before So tell me, is there a Santa Ana blowing in? I don’t know what it’s like I’ve never felt this before I don’t know if it’s true or if it’s you Burning through the hills I don’t know what to do When you give your love, give it all away When you give your love away, you know it’s blowing in Now I don’t know what to do I’ve never felt this before So help me What is this burning through the hills? I don’t know what it’s like I’ve never felt this before So tell me, is this a Santa Ana blowing in?
8.
Standing in the heart of the Mojave Desert Dreaming of the pound when my hand’s on your cheek Singing in the middle of no man’s land Breathing in the song of the wind in my hair Here is the horizon, it’s nothing but mirages And heat waves and hot air in my bed It’s clear from a distance, I see you You’re truly just someone I believe in Yes I believe, it’s plain to see Here in the heart of the Mojave Desert This riddle has no answer, just the same pitter-patter Of me dreaming of the pound when my hand’s on your cheek And I know that love just makes you strong Can’t make you weak, except in the knees I believe the horizon is nothing but surviving the deep end And hot air in my head and oh, when I go And I’m leaving here someday or so I hope it’s here in the heart of the Mojave Desert Just dreaming of your lips on my fingertips

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released February 8, 2020

musicians
HELYN RAIN...vocals+guitar
JEFF RATNER...bass+keyboards+harmony vocals+2nd guitar
MALACHI DELORENZO...aux percussion+backing vocals
DAVID MOORE...piano+organ
AARON SHAFER-HAISS...drums
KENNY WARREN...trumpet

recorded in winters, CA+mixed in la, CA
by MALACHI DELORENZO
mastered by JOHN BALDWIN
album photos taken in winters, CA by KARA LAEL BUSE

all songs written by HELYN RAIN
(with some supreme alley-oops from JEFF RATNER)

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